2 weeks more before entering another new month. How does it feel like for the past few weeks now?
There's just too many ups and downs going on for the past 2 months. The future is not something I'm looking forward to. No. Not this time. It's been quite chaotic but in a sedate phase. My mind and my heart seems to be somewhere over the rainbow. Wishing this pain won't bring me down once again and I find it hard to deal with my emotions these days.
I began to feel shrinking like there's something absorbing my positive energy. My current situation, my own personal life, people around me, my work life all these making me feeling down. It's not what I want to deal with everyday situation. Being an adult is f*****g hard!
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| My everyday view every time I go back home. |
After the school break would be more challenging for me. Sometimes, I doubted myself if I can do it? But, with the right amount of support, I think I will. I hope to do so. Who knows what will happen to me this year?
Love,
AL
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