Who wouldn't know that missing someone for days seems like a long time. It's just few days but still it feels like I have a lot of things to utter about.
Today didn't went well for me. My mood was triggered by something that I've been holding on since last year. I tried. I really do. I need to be professional in my workplace. But... I'm also a human being. Out of anger, impatience and the list goes on.
Unfortunately, it affected the whole day mood. Another 2 hours before I could go home and cry. Or at least, I'm in my safest place to be who I am without being judge.
My nanny asked me a question this morning. "Do you still have a mom?". I looked at her. Few seconds later, I replied. "No". Deep down my heart, I was kinda suprised. No one haven't asked me that question for a while. Probably, she is curious about my life. I am the type of person who doesn't like to share personal life stories to other people. Only to certain people.
Overall, all I can sum up my day today didn't went well like the usual days. It's okay to be not okay sometimes. We all have our gloomy days sometimes.
Still trying,
AL
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